Wednesday, September 10, 2014

What is needed

Hello Potential blog readers.........sorry I have not blogged in a long time things have been chaotic having two kids with autism. One my daughter will be 12 the end of this month. My son is 14 and is becoming increasingly violent towards us and our house ....we are trying to seek help by putting him in a temporary home but it's a long tedious process .
We are also in the process of investigating a new neurologist as our current one just isn't working out.for us and all he seems to be doing is adding new drugs which we think is ruining his appitite he has lost a lot of weight
I often wonder when God is going to come through and work a miracle in our kids lives.......In his time I suppose. I Just have to keep the faith pray and read the bible
One question my husband and I are often asked is. "How do you do it ?
The only thing I can say is with Gods help.........because with out Gods help I would have given up and  Killed myself long ago.
Since I last wrote on my blog we discovered that my husband has autism too......Wow life is not dull around here but it defuses the booster shot theory or the C Section theory to me
People are always stating there opinions about autism.........but you know the people that live it day in day out get my attention fast.
I don't mind getting autism articles ext from people who aren't experienced but I would prefer a clean funny joke,a scripture verse,or words of encouragement and prayer.. If you live close and want to help out in some way money for gas .a sitter for at least my daughter on Sunday,Wednesday night and Saturdays during the day is badly needed.
I also need clothes for myself always need those as Rebecca fits into a majority of them.
I struggle with destructive thoughts sometimes because of my Bipolar/Manic deppresive disorder and Boarderline Personality. I don't and wont act them but they are still there .......I don't need people telling me my children and I ext are demon possesed.
I know where I stand with Jesus and have felt his protection.
I believe in continuous faith and prayer
I believe that somewhere in time there will be healing in my family but unfortunately it's not in my time Yet fourtunately it's in Gods hands not Satans